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I'm of the belief you choose one downer for the night. This includes that one shiddy, pessimistic friend every girl has.
@GoyGirl Did you choose me as your downer for the night?
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Idk, are you pessimistic, or depressed? You seem happy 😄
I had half a beer & cleaned up a bunch of kid puke, so think was already covered.
I had half a beer & cleaned up a bunch of kid puke, so think was already covered.
@GoyGirl I don't have traditional depression. I tie my moods to my friends, people I love and the way I'm treated. I can have an amazing day just because somebody I really like spent their time making sure I was happy and content and the next day I lose a best friend probably permanently, I'm shown to be easily replicable by another the night prior. I don't get sad easily but when I am sad it's full swing unfortunately. I have figured out how to control anger or spitefulness in the last 5-6 years but I can never curtail the control others over have over my mood and I think that's a major downfall of me and my personality ngl
That all sounds fair & pretty normal for a kind of sensitive, or extroverted, person. I'm fairly much like that, myself, mixed with bouts of actual depression... more rare than when I was young, though. Shit happens. You'll make it 😄
@GoyGirl No I don't think I will, sorry
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@Robert_Edwardly @GoyGirl "You are affected by those around you? BPD!"
@Robert_Edwardly @GoyGirl Shut the fuck up nigger
@Robert_Edwardly @GoyGirl Your tactics don't work on me nnr
@Robert_Edwardly @GoyGirl It's over for you stalker child
@Robert_Edwardly @GoyGirl Last night I pulled something in my right shoulder. I have had shooting pain from my neck all the way down to my fingers. My fingers have been. Randomly twitching. Sometimes for 10-15 minutes. It's quite literally over for me. So send your cash to poast before I die
Hey, you said it was a downfall 😉 No, I used to be pretty similar... now I just avoid people 😆🤷♀️
...picture them in their underwear.
@GoyGirl @Robert_Edwardly Only if it's women I'm surrounded with
@Nigger404 @GoyGirl I've been treated like shit quite literally by anybody I've let in
@graf @GoyGirl Some people have that where one person fucks your complete day up
Some of us can fight with one person and turn around and be just fine with a different person like nothing happened
Some of us can't compartmentalize that, you are one of those maybe.
Ironically, it's the brain you got that makes you good at what you do technically, that also fucks you not being able to compartmentalize
Pattern recognizers are awful at compartmentalization, because its the lateral thinking here that fucks you but makes you good at tech, and also over-analyzing and recursive loops, which also make you good at tech but not at compartmentalizing
Something that helped me, after years of failure getting out of recursive loops and bad moods, was speaking it out loud. "I'm not doing this shit, why the fuck would I be doing this shit to myself", it took a time for it to work, not saying it works for everyone.
try it, keep doing it, in the end what does it cost you, but sincerely, give yourself shit, out loud for letting others control how you feel. (this excludes gf shit, that's another kettle of fish)
Sincerely mate, I hope you figure it out
Some of us can fight with one person and turn around and be just fine with a different person like nothing happened
Some of us can't compartmentalize that, you are one of those maybe.
Ironically, it's the brain you got that makes you good at what you do technically, that also fucks you not being able to compartmentalize
Pattern recognizers are awful at compartmentalization, because its the lateral thinking here that fucks you but makes you good at tech, and also over-analyzing and recursive loops, which also make you good at tech but not at compartmentalizing
Something that helped me, after years of failure getting out of recursive loops and bad moods, was speaking it out loud. "I'm not doing this shit, why the fuck would I be doing this shit to myself", it took a time for it to work, not saying it works for everyone.
try it, keep doing it, in the end what does it cost you, but sincerely, give yourself shit, out loud for letting others control how you feel. (this excludes gf shit, that's another kettle of fish)
Sincerely mate, I hope you figure it out
@Sargent_s_laughter @GoyGirl There's 4 people on this entire planet that have the ability to fuck my entire day up. Nobody else.
@Sargent_s_laughter @GoyGirl To you, sure. I have other people I care about significantly in my life. My mom, for example. You clearly don't consider that.
I have two moods.
> Happy
> I should drive to that mf'ers house right now and stab his eyes out with a fork, but I don't want to go to prison.
> Happy
> I should drive to that mf'ers house right now and stab his eyes out with a fork, but I don't want to go to prison.
@Humpleupagus @GoyGirl @graf I don;t know anyone who'd make me that angry, cos I'd cut that mofo out of my circle like a tumor, even one of my brothers (one drinks non stop when not working and is exhausting, so I just don't entertain it or him period) I value my quality of life over pandering to a drunk belligerent retard)
@Sargent_s_laughter @Humpleupagus @GoyGirl Nigger thats half the people on this website male and female