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are you interesting in entering the breeding pool?

as a seed or as an egg

@graf depends on you qualifications

well I've managed to try a lot of drugs, drunk half me life away. been stabbed twice, choked coming out of the shower with a phone cord. I can make probably the best smoked prime rib you'll ever try

would you even try it lain, be honest? that I cooked for all my poast friends on my birthday. it was absolutely immaculate

@graf of course i'd try it, looks great

@graf @lain how do you choke on a phone cord by the shower

my ex met me exiting the shower and tried to choke with me with it

@graf @lain That'll do it alright.

same ex stabbed me with a two pronged meat fork thing in the ankle too. the other stabbing was in the opposite leg

@graf @lain how many kids did you have with her after that?

0 I woke up bleeding out in the parking lot of the apartment building we lived in and I never heard or saw her again

@graf @StaleDonut

you cant have that urge you're surrounded by sand rn

One more night of being the loneliest person in the world.

@graf @StaleDonut indeed my desire to die has fallen off a lot since I left germany

you are welcome to come stay here for a week or more free of charge man. i can cook for you, or you can make your own meals. all i ask is if you're drinking, you leave a beer in the fridge for me in case i wake up hungover

>I can make probably the best smoked prime rib you'll ever try

somebody get this guy an attractive ovulating girl immediately humanity's at steak

@JeffGrimesArt @graf @StaleDonut "What I wanted was to die among strangers, untroubled, beneath a cloudless sky."

i think i got you beat there bud got canceled on by two friends and an ex but my poast buddies on their way soon. they always got my back

@lain @JeffGrimesArt @graf I don't want my last living image to be me hanging out with my eye floaters.

Word. Got lunch with a friend this afternoon. Having a pretty lazy day since I closed last night.

a friend we both know?

@StaleDonut @JeffGrimesArt @graf hey they are your most loyal friends

if its our shared mutual friend let me know and ill pick up the tab

@graf @StaleDonut

@lain @graf @StaleDonut gruppa grovy

Not this time. He's a buddy of mine I've known since I moved to Lexington. Met him while working at Fed Ex a few years ago. He's one of the few friends I've made the past eight years since I moved. At the time, he was the only one.

say hey for me then friend! send me your paypal and ill send a round on me

Once he gets here we're going out for burgers. Neither of us really drink when together (he's a whino at home though XD)

I appreciate the offer friend.

sure. when I head down that way I will cover the entire tab instead!

You are too kind my friend.

even the ex that hates me the most will tell you I would be the first person to give you the shirt off my back if it meant you were safe travels

That is deeply appreciated. For now, I need all the positive reinforcement I can get as I push myself forward.

Good things are happening. My weight has dropped, I've been drawing a lot, and I'm flirting with this cute Hungarian girl that has been sending me photos to draw.

proud of you friend. keep pushing forward
I realized tonight I couldn't buy my dream car so me and 3 of my red seal mechanic friends, milwrights, electricians etc are going to rent shop space for hopefully only a month a build it.

you know elenor? the 67 mustang there was only one of?

I'm going to build that, but in a fox body with a 427 + six speed

That sounds awesome. My dream car is a Bond-style Aston Martin.

God I miss the cars of the 70s and 80s.

I asked a bunch of my college buddies so there's 4 red seal mechanics. the fox body is unibody so you cant just mix and match, so we need to source one from arizona or nevada. condition doesnt matter. once we get the chassis and get it sandblasted and coated theres like 8 of us we can probably have it out the door in a weekend. because it will be my car I can't safety it so my budy is going to with our recently deceased buddys motocross number as its VIN