Me after 4mg lorazepam in the middle of the afternoon
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@Ree Stuff in my life, this website, the swatting (specifically the day the cops raided my house and dragged me out of bed at gunpoint at like 6:30am) caused a lot of PTSD and anxiety. I often wake up in cold sweats from nightmares when I do dream it's usually something bad now so eh
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@graf @Ree My friend I was thinking on this the other day. How I have so many horrific memories that should keep me from sleeping, yet I only rarely have nightmares or disturbed sleep. Somehow I've trained my mind, conscious and unconscious both to veer away from those things almost all of the time. Of course , there are probably negative side effects of this. Like I never confront some big issues and problems.
@pinemarten @Ree I used to never dream. Now I dream of my ex constantly and if it's not her it's a nightmare about something. I am so fucking sick of it dude
@graf @Ree That is so rough. I'm sorry . Maybe we can talk tomorrow. I have three generations of female-induced trauma, my life is a mess and yet I'm somehow managing. Although, not really. Having poa.st actually helps as I can blow off steam, and only occasionally get called a niggerfaggot race traitor.
@pinemarten @graf @Ree You would be called a race traitor less often if you didn't post asian women all day 😏
@Mark @pinemarten @Ree let him cook
@Mark @graf @pinemarten good could be me being into goblins I could pick shorty up and carry her atleast.
@Ree @Mark @pinemarten bro please not the goblins pick something normal like elves or something