I've also taken the most recernt fundraiser drive and given it to developers of software we've been using to further support development. I am trying to make this a positive place again. when we all came on in 2021 it was so chill and then 2022 happened and it was just stupid shit after stupid shit. I admit I was quick to fly off the handle a lot of times but the fact that a lot of us are still here, most of you are willing to give me a chance to re-mend means a lot to me. i know it probably sounds stupid but i notice when you're gone
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I had a lot happen to me in my most recent time away but to be honest you guys were in the back of my mind a lot of the time. To me there will never be another place like fedi and another people that make it up like you guys, and you guys have made a wonderful (oftentimes chaotic) place of it, and it's never a boring time even if there's a fire in the kitchen. As for giving you a chance to make things up, I'm all about second chances because I'm on my fifth and even sixth with a lot of people. I can't be that much of a hypocrite.
You're going to keep making this an interesting and chill place to be and hopefully along that way I can be part of that vision somehow, in some way. You've sank a lot of time and effort into this place, so does p, so does ins0m, a lot of you guys do. I get it.
You're going to keep making this an interesting and chill place to be and hopefully along that way I can be part of that vision somehow, in some way. You've sank a lot of time and effort into this place, so does p, so does ins0m, a lot of you guys do. I get it.
I am thankful you come back and I am sorry about letting somebody pay me to wipe your block list. it was a miscommunication and misunderstanding on all parts and I should not have done it. if you want that alt account back, I would be more than happy to reactivate it otherwise I am glad to see you
That's an interesting gesture, and I'll think on it. I don't mind being on Poa.st at all, it was the second instance I ever went to and I'm still happy it's around. It's perfectly okay graf, we live and we learn, and we get heated in the moment and say awful things to each other and I even went over the top with a lot of my own B.S. (calling milk a chomo was absolutely unhinged behavior btw, if he ever reads this I was and still am sorry for that), so I get it. You were put in a lot of unflattering and compromising positions graf, you had a lot of threats to look out for and you were responsible (still are) for the safety of thousands. I don't blame you for feeling the way you did about me and acting the way you did toward me, a lot of it I brought on myself. But that's living and learning, we realize our complicity in our behavior and how we're responsible for it, we own up to it, we move on. That's the way it goes, and I'm happy to be able to have this moment to say that here with you. It's all good.
thank you for talking through with me and accepting my apologies
And hey. I'm sorry too. There's a lot to apologize for, a lot of shifty and shitty behavior that I know you discussed, but in the end I'm no bad actor. A bad person sometimes yeah, it's a product of a lot of things, but I wouldn't want to hurt you, your platform, your users, nothing. I made a lot of laughs with you guys, made some fun content for you all, cried with some of you too, you remember you and I watched the sun rise in some foreign nation on a livestream with several other guys to watch a geopolitical shitshow unravel. Just all around had a blast and I wouldn't even take away the bad moments. Fedi's pretty cool good and bad, and I think it's in good hands with you and the admins.
@Owl @graf @AWIVR @GoyGirl @koropokkur @Robert_Edwardly @pepsi_man @NonPlayableClown The other side of fedi where people are nice and share their feelings appropriately to solve conflicts.
Where people are actual people. Yup.
It's so weird not using six layers of irony to talk about or make fun of something to protect my ego too or just write something off as insincere snark. I kind of had a conversation with Madison earlier that was like that. idk maybe there's something to being medicated. Time will tell.
You weren't here but my 40th past and I realized I'd held grudges for so many for so long and I thought long and hard about it and I want to make fedi fun again. we fundraised, gave some devs some cash we drummed up thinking of ideas of things we could add to profiles to make it fun and interesting. this is my home now. unfortunately I am forever tied to poast in pseudonym and real name, forever. if I'm stuck here with you guys, I want it to feel like 2021 again. everything was new and exciting to us. so I wiped the slate clean. even unblocked pernia and cum.salon. there are some obvious caveats (poison dart pedo for example) but for the most part everything was wiped. it's been a fun month. rarely any major fights. people working together. I hope it continues, truly
Cocoa Hoto (real)
@graf @ins0mniak @AWIVR @GoyGirl @koropokkur @Robert_Edwardly @pepsi_man @NonPlayableClown @Owl honestly chad move, I ended up doing the same thing
looking back over the past three or so years I've ran this instance I was overly whiplashy with the likes of user deactivations and instance defeds, after seeing graf wipe most of poast's defeds I figured the best way to deal with my situation was to do the same thing and blanket unban everyone that wasn't a kiddy diddler
the instance hasn't blown up and I haven't been doxxed so I want to say it has been a successful endeavor so far
looking back over the past three or so years I've ran this instance I was overly whiplashy with the likes of user deactivations and instance defeds, after seeing graf wipe most of poast's defeds I figured the best way to deal with my situation was to do the same thing and blanket unban everyone that wasn't a kiddy diddler
the instance hasn't blown up and I haven't been doxxed so I want to say it has been a successful endeavor so far
@Cocoa @graf @AWIVR @GoyGirl @NonPlayableClown @Owl @Robert_Edwardly @koropokkur @pepsi_man I feel like if you're running the instance you're going to get a lot of drama and that just takes its toll after a while.
@ins0mniak @AWIVR @GoyGirl @koropokkur @Robert_Edwardly @graf @pepsi_man @NonPlayableClown @Owl yeah for a while I managed to deal with it by dropping the equivalent of a nuclear bomb on people (user deactivation) but I ended up with quite a few broken threads, i think a few of my users had issues too
i ended up reversing nearly all of those, removed my "no deletes" MRF and I even deactivated my blockbot's insulter script
i ended up reversing nearly all of those, removed my "no deletes" MRF and I even deactivated my blockbot's insulter script
back in 2022 we wrote an MRF that checked a user account date and if it didnt match an artbitrary threshold the posts were dropped immediately and the timeline cleaned up almost instantly. 99% of the bullshit back then was people making driveby accounts to insult me or somebody else or make one shitpost and vanish. even 24 hours was enough in some instances
@graf @Cocoa @AWIVR @GoyGirl @koropokkur @Robert_Edwardly @pepsi_man @NonPlayableClown @Owl I ended up kind of taking a break from fedi back in the days of the coof man....dude it was so many of these idiots from twitter or whatever just endlessly fighting or spamming dumb shit....it reminded me of usenet circa 1996 lol
The gab retards joining fedi was hilarious.
RIP peppercave.
RIP peppercave.
wandererschoice was funnier, not sure if you saw that meltdown
@graf @ins0mniak @AWIVR @GoyGirl @koropokkur @Robert_Edwardly @pepsi_man @NonPlayableClown @Owl LOL I remember that name, that was a funny arc
He's the guy who freaked out because I said his username reminded me of a kind of like
hobo chow
hobo chow
Iircc he only lasted on fedi for a few hours too 
Not a lot of Gab people survived the initial onslaught of the water, fedi was a torrential downpour during that time.
@Owl @kingboom777 @Cocoa @AWIVR @GoyGirl @koropokkur @Robert_Edwardly @graf @pepsi_man @NonPlayableClown Thats why they defederated. he couldnt handle his users getting trashed lol
thats when the whole your mentality has expired shit went down
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TveK9Sfwtvo
thats when the whole your mentality has expired shit went down
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TveK9Sfwtvo
Is this where "free speech extremist" comes from?
@Owl @Cocoa @AWIVR @GoyGirl @kingboom777 @koropokkur @Robert_Edwardly @graf @pepsi_man @NonPlayableClown naw p did that as a joke really early on
He tries so hard to come off as some cyber nerd hard guy and it just falls so flat lmfao
he's stayed at my house several times in the last year I can tell you p has real, legitimate computer retard autism like 15/10 over the charts. I was fixing a bug on our beta front end last summer and he was like what you hacking on lets do this but i was already done. he is legit its not a try hard at all
@graf @Owl @Cocoa @AWIVR @GoyGirl @kingboom777 @koropokkur @Robert_Edwardly @pepsi_man @NonPlayableClown yeah Ive been buds with p for years. we're tight. hes a good fucker. Id def trust that fool.
I don't get the Revolver joke though.
@Owl @graf @Cocoa @AWIVR @GoyGirl @kingboom777 @koropokkur @Robert_Edwardly @pepsi_man @NonPlayableClown ok well p has this thing hes been working on for a while, revolver right? Its a one dude level platform. so people go...oh whens it gonna be out bro? and he's like...when it is.
so he get shit for it.
so he get shit for it.
So it's an actual project he's doing and it's not an inside joke. I always thought it was, but I never thought to make fun of him for it because I would have looked stupid for not knowing anything lmao
@Owl @Cocoa @AWIVR @GoyGirl @kingboom777 @koropokkur @Robert_Edwardly @graf @pepsi_man @NonPlayableClown yeah its legit. Ive seen the code shit hes doing. Its just one of those things where people want to clown on shit you know, but naw its legit.
Is he gonna make money off it or something? For that much time spent he's gotta turn a profit.
I dunno I ran btrfly for 4 years at a net loss of over 50% month over month. but I own the origin domain and I've been paying for it yearly so when it launches unfortunately some of you guys are going to have to touch icky graf stuff if you want to test it
I'd be happy to pilot it to run an instance again one day.
oh i dont know if this happened before or after your disappearance but sjw gave me the bae.st domain, that will also be a revolver instance
That's crazy because I wanted a bae.st account lmao
@graf @Owl @Cocoa @AWIVR @GoyGirl @kingboom777 @koropokkur @Robert_Edwardly @pepsi_man @NonPlayableClown it lives!
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i own the winr.ar domain too so for a short time I pointed it at your account. check it it out https://winr.ar
@graf @Cocoa @AWIVR @GoyGirl @kingboom777 @koropokkur @Robert_Edwardly @pepsi_man @NonPlayableClown @Owl haha based af man lmfao
I pointed the get.winr.ar subdomain to the website so they dont try to sue me at some point but I have a bought and paid for winrar license from years ago so I think ownership of the domain is earned because that is a status symbol in itself
I own some other fun ones like dementia.social. the idea was the activities and objects tables get pruned randomly every day so nobody ever knows what they posted
actually @p so we need to make it happen. I can just write a cronjob to drop the objects and activities at random intervals. I don't want to send delete activities because it will make it 10000% funnier when people reply to shit that they cant see
@graf @Cocoa @AWIVR @GoyGirl @kingboom777 @koropokkur @Robert_Edwardly @pepsi_man @NonPlayableClown @Owl @p just set up a few bots and let people argue with them
>just set up a few bots and let people argue with them
I love how even chatgpt told Dicey he should kill himself.
I love how even chatgpt told Dicey he should kill himself.
if this is real 1. is he actually on benzos because he's gonna have a hell of a time coming off if he regularly uses and 2. if its real this is fucking hilarious
Oh it's real alright... same with these.
wait he's talking about fucking his own mom?
Yes sir.
Rock DJ 
@NonPlayableClown @ins0mniak @p @Cocoa @AWIVR @GoyGirl @kingboom777 @koropokkur @Robert_Edwardly @graf @pepsi_man @Owl
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38I do not regret making the Dicey music, no. Probably some of the most fun I've had on here, barring the Battle of MAGA City One.
I gave everybody the option to ask me any question and I would answer to the best of my ability without any doxing or whatever, do you have a question for me owl?
Other than the memetic "beans in chili y/n" question that I seem to take too seriously, nada!
you can think over it for a while but yes I add beans in chili, usually only one type (kidney) with beef and sometimes lamb or another meat
Lamb meat chili is awesome.
I made all sorts of chili.
Fun fact almost won a chili cook off and lost due to a coin flip.
Fun fact almost won a chili cook off and lost due to a coin flip.
you are a deranged individual
i would try it tho
i would try it tho
I mean the pPeppers were grown completely in my garden.
Ghost, reaper, jalapeños, habeneros, Serrano, and bell.
All slow cooked and sautéed in olive oil.
Ghost, reaper, jalapeños, habeneros, Serrano, and bell.
All slow cooked and sautéed in olive oil.
you put all of them in that chili? no lie?
king shit, i respect a man who can handle his heat
Oh dude 9 million was my max.
Really after 3 million it just last longer in the gut.
The key is heat with flavor.
I hate the extract flavor in most spicy challenges.
Really after 3 million it just last longer in the gut.
The key is heat with flavor.
I hate the extract flavor in most spicy challenges.
i assume you tried buldak when i was getting everybody into it then? your thoughts on that?
Yup, used to have it all the time.
2x spicy was my go to.
2x spicy was my go to.
maybe you and i arent so different
What's crazy to me about spice is that there's flavorful spice and then there's sheer pain (that chip I had). That shit has actually killed somebody.
wait until judge dread logs in you're gonna see some funny shit
>That shit has actually killed somebody.
Yeah from a heart condition I think.
Yeah like I said I enjoy spice with flavor.
Yeah from a heart condition I think.
Yeah like I said I enjoy spice with flavor.
unrionically keep the black bottle sauce for other foods ngl
@NonPlayableClown @Owl @p @Cocoa @AWIVR @GoyGirl @kingboom777 @koropokkur @dj @Robert_Edwardly @graf @pepsi_man wendys used to have this rad ghost pepper ranch but I think they discontinued it. Loved that stuff.
Dude Wendy's ruined the spicy chicken sandwich.
It's so trash, just copy of the BK's chicken sandwich.
It's so trash, just copy of the BK's chicken sandwich.
honestly the only take out I actually go for anymore is whopper wednesday. 10 for the double whopper meal. steal
BK is alright
5 guys is pretty good, but the best is the ones my wife makes.
Patties fresh from the deli, sauté mushrooms, steak fries, home made slaw, egg and topped with spicy buffalo cheddar.
5 guys is pretty good, but the best is the ones my wife makes.
Patties fresh from the deli, sauté mushrooms, steak fries, home made slaw, egg and topped with spicy buffalo cheddar.
yo I love 5 guys but its 30$ for a meal here after tax. insane
Youch, they were 12 bucks a few years ago. 😬
thats about 18$ here with the exchange, so inflation yeah close to 30
@graf @ins0mniak @p @Cocoa @AWIVR @GoyGirl @kingboom777 @koropokkur @dj @Robert_Edwardly @pepsi_man @NonPlayableClown @Owl boil em mash em stick em in a stew
yep agree with this carrot too
Would
ya man I wouldn't mind meeting up with a couple of you guys and making meals
Did you see the balduk omlette i tagged you in?
no brother I get tagged in so much shit, sent me a link
I probably did click it
let me fire up a tv to watch it brother hold on
let me fire up a tv to watch it brother hold on
i got it up on my other montior, standby
thats gorra be the cheese or carbonara buldak its too light colored