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thinking we can be saved is a psyop accepting the end is a psyop it is critical that change happens and there's nothing we can do and this is a psyop too . there is nothing to do but lose your mind one way or another . nothing ever happens and it makes me feel like i'm insane . i'm the only sane person in the world . we're all so fucked and everyone is to blame . but you couldn't have done anything anyway , could you ?

@georgia weaving ..... i really like weaving metaphors for creation . i think theyre particularly meaningful to me as somebody raised in a very patriarchal religious background , since weaving is typically a feminine mode of creation . im curious how much this holds true for india , historically ? anyhow it makes sense to use given the generally multi-/agendered nature of divinity presented

@georgia i like your effortpost a lot . i really appreciate the in-depth analysis of terms and especially their contexts within the larger tradition , something a lot of translations lack . but you're also very transparent about the personalness of your own interpretation , i think . i really enjoy reading all your posts about all this , they're very educated and thoughtful and it's one of the things i consistently come back to fedi for

cant stop thinking about how foucault was asked to comment on baudrillard's "forget foucault" and he didnt . i imagine foucault in his office reading it like "fuck. it's over. i'm owned"

also really funny how baudrillard's main critique was "now yuo... have become the power..."

neuroscience pisses me off so much it's insane

it annoys me that my antidepressants work . that means there's some aspect of psychiatry that's kind of right , which is infuriating to me . i hate psychiatry

@risperdoll it's not but it is pretty deeply entangled with it . anyway im on bupropion which is one of the ones you have to go through like 15 other ones to get to but it's very good for me

@georgia @anemone i didnt know krita was kde! i love krita

@georgia wow... there's hope for theorycels like me... inspiring

@georgia yeah i agree

@georgia my analytical lens is very much all over the place and that's a big part of the problem here . i'm still working on deconstructing and unlearning identity politics but my framework for doing so is very unstable . i often feel there's a certain kind of {theorycel}(for lack of better word rn) wren and materialist wren that are at odds sometimes

i need to formulate and practice a more precise opinion on identity politics as well

i feel like the concept of transmisogyny exemption is kinda broken . need to properly formulate my thoughts about this

it's identity politics . that was easy . basically all my issues with it are that it's identity politics

@georgia IT SUCKS SO BAD i dont get it either

@winterklaus bug report #13172: maives are born worshipping unknown gods

@georgia i should look into this

@georgia i visualize reality as a woven fabric millions fibers crossing one another ever and ever . weft is the line that is woven into the warp , the bones of the thing

lindsey graham shall find himself in the world's weft tormented in the suffering he inflicted upon the world