thank you for talking through with me and accepting my apologies
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50And hey. I'm sorry too. There's a lot to apologize for, a lot of shifty and shitty behavior that I know you discussed, but in the end I'm no bad actor. A bad person sometimes yeah, it's a product of a lot of things, but I wouldn't want to hurt you, your platform, your users, nothing. I made a lot of laughs with you guys, made some fun content for you all, cried with some of you too, you remember you and I watched the sun rise in some foreign nation on a livestream with several other guys to watch a geopolitical shitshow unravel. Just all around had a blast and I wouldn't even take away the bad moments. Fedi's pretty cool good and bad, and I think it's in good hands with you and the admins.
Where people are actual people. Yup.
It's so weird not using six layers of irony to talk about or make fun of something to protect my ego too or just write something off as insincere snark. I kind of had a conversation with Madison earlier that was like that. idk maybe there's something to being medicated. Time will tell.
looking back over the past three or so years I've ran this instance I was overly whiplashy with the likes of user deactivations and instance defeds, after seeing graf wipe most of poast's defeds I figured the best way to deal with my situation was to do the same thing and blanket unban everyone that wasn't a kiddy diddler
the instance hasn't blown up and I haven't been doxxed so I want to say it has been a successful endeavor so far
i ended up reversing nearly all of those, removed my "no deletes" MRF and I even deactivated my blockbot's insulter script
back in 2022 we wrote an MRF that checked a user account date and if it didnt match an artbitrary threshold the posts were dropped immediately and the timeline cleaned up almost instantly. 99% of the bullshit back then was people making driveby accounts to insult me or somebody else or make one shitpost and vanish. even 24 hours was enough in some instances
RIP peppercave.
wandererschoice was funnier, not sure if you saw that meltdown
hobo chow
Iircc he only lasted on fedi for a few hours too ![]()
Not a lot of Gab people survived the initial onslaught of the water, fedi was a torrential downpour during that time.
thats when the whole your mentality has expired shit went down
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TveK9Sfwtvo
Is this where "free speech extremist" comes from?
He tries so hard to come off as some cyber nerd hard guy and it just falls so flat lmfao
he's stayed at my house several times in the last year I can tell you p has real, legitimate computer retard autism like 15/10 over the charts. I was fixing a bug on our beta front end last summer and he was like what you hacking on lets do this but i was already done. he is legit its not a try hard at all
I don't get the Revolver joke though.
so he get shit for it.
So it's an actual project he's doing and it's not an inside joke. I always thought it was, but I never thought to make fun of him for it because I would have looked stupid for not knowing anything lmao
Is he gonna make money off it or something? For that much time spent he's gotta turn a profit.
I dunno I ran btrfly for 4 years at a net loss of over 50% month over month. but I own the origin domain and I've been paying for it yearly so when it launches unfortunately some of you guys are going to have to touch icky graf stuff if you want to test it
I'd be happy to pilot it to run an instance again one day.
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I love how even chatgpt told Dicey he should kill himself.
if this is real 1. is he actually on benzos because he's gonna have a hell of a time coming off if he regularly uses and 2. if its real this is fucking hilarious
Dicey's been one of those strange people that became pretty popular to dislike because of his mistreatment of his mother, how he shows contempt for the working class, how he essentially soft-booted his mother out of her own house to live in the apartment she furnished for him, is a welfare sponge and fraudster, does abuse drugs, has an extremely high estimation of himself and in doing so is extraordinarily vain, can't do basic things and essentially lives in the lap of luxury despite having done nothing to earn it. All the music I made about him, while funny, is factual. He's threatened to rape the Clown, Sui and myself, sent a video of himself shaving to some poor NCD woman, sent a litany of death and beating threats to the aforementioned trio, just all around bad news.
coming off benzos if he is a regular user or somebody who abuses it is like, deadly if not taken with great care. people who abuse benzos/alcohol drugs in a combination like that tend to act like you're describing. if he is tapering i hope he is being monitored for his own safety. I am thankful I take lorazepam rarely when I have anxiety or panic attacks which are much less frequent now (might have to use sublingual once a week or every other week)
I don't think he understands that or cares, and I surely don't think he's being monitored. Some people are just on a path of self-destruction and you just have to let it ride. I've already explained this to him and got little more than a "fuck you" so ![]()
I had no idea how bad it can be until someone on here told me jordan peterson literally fucked himself up beyond repair on benzos. I feel kind of sorry for him but he still sounds like a shitbag. is that the guy that had the cat profile pic with the spiked hair or whatever
In seriousness though Dicey's a master class in what not to do, and the power of ego.
why does he care so much what people online think of him
obviously he has no irl friends or people he associates outside of the computer, right? so why
> p@fsebugoutzone.org 004> cares
> 2026/06/04 16:49:22 fedibbs.go:198: Refreshing token for p@fsebugoutzone.org.
> 2026/06/04 16:49:22 fedibbs.go:234: 109 unread notifications.
No offense but this thread being mostly nicecrew.gov and the notification count being where it is, I gotta get out.
ya just get back on irc we will talk about the dementia instance
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