when the when the focus medication makes you focus on your gender shit so hard it breaks through the protective layer of dissociation and now you are desperately trying not to perform more self surgery even though the self surgery demon is looking pretty good because you are not relieving yourself because of aforementioned unfortunate focus
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@risperdoll you performed surgery on yourself :0 or was it magick?
@georgia diy'd a left hemiorchiectomy in may of '09
@risperdoll damn thats hardcore you quartered your own gonads
@risperdoll oh wait by left hemi you mean half?? thats even more based
@georgia yep one whole ball
@risperdoll my sister did surgery on her own ingrown toenail and pulled half the nail away from its bed while on edibles cause she couldnt afford a real surgery
@georgia I do shit like that on the reg. being permadissociated has its advantages
@risperdoll youre not wrong the last time I was really suffering from DP DR I couldnt feel pain at all (I plucked some nosehairs and they didnt hurt at all). I'm usually kind of a baby about it, very indolent.
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