when the when the focus medication makes you focus on your gender shit so hard it breaks through the protective layer of dissociation and now you are desperately trying not to perform more self surgery even though the self surgery demon is looking pretty good because you are not relieving yourself because of aforementioned unfortunate focus
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@risperdoll you performed surgery on yourself :0 or was it magick?
@georgia diy'd a left hemiorchiectomy in may of '09
@risperdoll @georgia ??? i was 3 ???
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@cyb3rm0shp1t @georgia damn when I was having one of the most hellish years of my life with gender dysphoria and emo twink simpery induced self surgery you were a toddler, which honestly seems like it would've been a better time overall for me
@risperdoll @georgia im sorry for being insensitive i just thought it was kinda cool that there are people who have been doing gender stuff for so long... reminds me that it is actually entirely possible for me to live past like 25
@cyb3rm0shp1t @georgia I didn't think it was insensitive, I was just comparing what we were doing at that time. and yeah trans people have been around for a really long time and seem to be durable somehow so yeah don't sweat making 25
@risperdoll @georgia oh ok i see im sorry for getting scared. im glad u have been able to be around for this time 🫡
@cyb3rm0shp1t @georgia no that's understandable it can be scary to be trans especially nowadays but you just have to be balls out (as it were) hardcore and never give up. ez pz
@risperdoll @georgia balls out (as it were) is amazing