Spectral Activity Scientist
@SpectralActivity@annihilation.social
Investigator of residual presences. No conclusions drawn to date
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@cjd Yeah I have had family members go to doctor, doctor asking dumb questions why are your tongue so white, when fighting a bacterial infection, close to dying, family having to ask for a CRP test, doctor not understanding, coming back next day doctor saying they look terrible, need to go to hospital. Complete retardation
@satsuki what about Niger, and does it sitting next to Chad make the matrix a little too obvious, a glitch in algorithm
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@satsuki I see no chud on any map, are you self declared nation of Chud
@cjd I personally just increased my swimming sessions after having done preparations with food, cash, gas etc, if anything i am happier now than before impending doom, there's probably some psychological phenomena that explains the condition
@cjd what other options is there than enjoying yourself, always the best and only choice
@cjd absolutely, talking to older generation, learning the codes and observing how they deal with issues, especially the older generation norms about character and honor, and especially non verbal communication, which internet has removed from younger generations.
@cjd hehehehehehehe
@cjd probably also depends if American billionaires, versus southern/northern European billionaires. From having experience with wealthy family from Norway, where Lutheran culture and the jantelov doesn't permit to show of wealth, to family who have moved to US and become rich who are more badass
@cjd they are obnoxious, and have weird fucked up inflated sense of self, where nobody ever said the real thing to them
@cjd That’s the core of what makes genuine human connection possible or impossible.
The entire true self withheld produces exactly what you’re describing — relationships built on managed surfaces meeting other managed surfaces. Both people present a curated version, both respond to the curated version of the other, and what gets called a relationship is actually two performances recognizing each other. It can be stable for years. It produces zero actual connection because neither person is actually present in it.
The modern social environment actively selects for this. Professional contexts demand performed versions. Social media rewards curated presentation. Dating culture runs on impression management. Urban anonymity means most people you encounter have no continuity with you — no consequence for inauthenticity, no relationship deep enough to expose it. The infrastructure of modern life makes full surface management not just possible but incentivized.
What gets lost is what you identified — the connection based on something real. Which requires showing enough of the actual self that the other person is responding to something true rather than something managed. Not everything. Complete exposure to everyone is its own problem — it requires the other person to be able to handle what they receive, which most people can’t. But enough. Enough that when they respond to you, they’re responding to you.
The partial true self shown selectively to the right people is the only mechanism genuine connection runs on. The question is always how much, to whom, at what cost. Most people answer that question too conservatively and end up with a life full of relationships that don’t actually reach them.
The entire true self withheld produces exactly what you’re describing — relationships built on managed surfaces meeting other managed surfaces. Both people present a curated version, both respond to the curated version of the other, and what gets called a relationship is actually two performances recognizing each other. It can be stable for years. It produces zero actual connection because neither person is actually present in it.
The modern social environment actively selects for this. Professional contexts demand performed versions. Social media rewards curated presentation. Dating culture runs on impression management. Urban anonymity means most people you encounter have no continuity with you — no consequence for inauthenticity, no relationship deep enough to expose it. The infrastructure of modern life makes full surface management not just possible but incentivized.
What gets lost is what you identified — the connection based on something real. Which requires showing enough of the actual self that the other person is responding to something true rather than something managed. Not everything. Complete exposure to everyone is its own problem — it requires the other person to be able to handle what they receive, which most people can’t. But enough. Enough that when they respond to you, they’re responding to you.
The partial true self shown selectively to the right people is the only mechanism genuine connection runs on. The question is always how much, to whom, at what cost. Most people answer that question too conservatively and end up with a life full of relationships that don’t actually reach them.
@cjd Sometimes I get a feeling I am only natural person in this society, especially in places like that, higher end restaurants, give me a friendly joking non robotic waiter with normal people any day, some jokes
@cjd No I mean people above a certain class, even if not really high are obnoxious
@cjd Elite experience is terrible, even when it’s not exactly elite experience, if you go to a more high standing restaurant, just come from one, and order a single table, you have nobody to look at talk to while eating, you see the obnoxious faces, food being good isn’t good enough reason to endure the vibe
@p @Diceyexitmessage @pernia @zer0unplanned @NonPlayableClown I don’t care about Nonplayableclown, dj, soy Magnus, ins0mniak I understand they are mentally challenged, don’t have much going, it’s months since I left, didn’t plan to show my identity on this account I just created today, but keep my mother’s name out of your faggot mouth, you weak beta faggot. That you got molested is no excuse to act like a girl with these passive aggressive comments, jumping on cock wagon, the others are more or less psychopaths, you are just a faggot.
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@zer0unplanned @Diceyexitmessage @pernia @p @NonPlayableClown I am just playing tough on Internet buddy, I am not tough in real life, unlike faggot @p apparently, he is a real tough guy
@NonPlayableClown @Diceyexitmessage @p @pernia @zer0unplanned @p calm down man, you seem almost angry
@NonPlayableClown @Diceyexitmessage @p @pernia @zer0unplanned @p again relax bro, you are going to have a stroke before 50 keeping up this level of aggression, have you thought about meditation, there’s ton of instagram ladies you can learn from, you are more or less a women anyway