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I am not going to speak about any of them beyond this poast -- sven came to poast and apologized to me. he apologized to us, and as a show of good faith made a donation toward the continuation of poast. borzoi has never once apologized for what he did and continued to do nor made an attempt once to try to. sven and I hashed out our issues. I like him as a person, I don't follow what he does but he did what a man does and made sure he made right his wrong. borzoi never did and he had chances and im sure people asked him. I did everything I could in my power to make borzoi's stay on poast as comfortable as possible for him. if he apologizes to me, I will forgive him. but I would be comfortable betting he wont ever.

this is all i will ever say on this topic again. this drives randbot crazy but now that I have written it I would like anybody to reference it when he tries to tell me "b-but graf b-orzoi is a good goy". good people don't pedojacket others unjustlym defend it and then ignore it when somebody asks for an apology. sorry, no thank you

when I created poast I was very, very high strung because we came in hot and heavy and everybody wanted to take pot shots at me specifically because we came in just after gab got their shit pushed in and turned off federation. I had people calling me torba 2 all kinds of stupid shit. pedo allegations and everything, all of it unfounded and it was just to get a rise out of me so for a while I took it to heart because at the time all I had ever done was try to help people here whether it be start their own server, get their foot in the door somewhere else, whatever. over the years I have loosened up a a lot. i am not as high strung as I used to be. we don't take shit even a tiniest bit as serious as we used to. but there are people who will continue to push the envelope or that group that has to see how far they can go while be like "i'm not touching you" and unfortunately there will always be groups like that.

I will forgive a lot of people if they are willing to apologize and hash things out with me personally, and I have done this many times. there are people on here I've done that for more than once when somebody said hey, give them a shot. but when you come into my home and i give you the keys and say "if you need something let me know" and you shit on the floor, go back to your home, call me every disgusting name in the book while telling people to stay far away from me for the crime of giving you somewhere to stay. that's not okay to me, I shouldn't be okay with it. but if he wants to hash it out, I will hash it out with him. very few people I won't give that opportunity